Be fearless

Why are we humans so stubborn sometimes? Why do we keep trying and trying and TRYING even after having hit the wall several times, why keep trying not even knowing what will come, what will come? Not even knowing if it’s worth it, not even knowing if it will work out, not even knowing if you will get even more hurt than when you hit the wall the first time? Why?
We could sit and watch, sit and wait. Wait for things to happen, wait for things to come.
But we get up and get out. We go searching for love, friendship, challenges, emotions, feelings, things, stuff, people.
We go mad, mad for all those things. We keep running, from place to place, seeing what we would be able to find first. But we don't know if we will ever find it.
If we will ever GET it, if we will ever be able to say: I DID IT.
Actually and in fact: who cares?

"If you dare to believe in life, you might realize there's no time for talking"

You can choose. Either sit down and wait or wake up and walk.
You can fall, yes you can. But you can also raise up again, jump in the air, up to the clouds.
You can find yourself stuck in the middle of the road, you can get hit, you can go crazy, you may also cry.
Will it be worth it? Yes it will, life is about that.

Love, smile and be fearless.

Cut and run

If I die young bury me on satin, lay me down on a bed of roses. Sink me on a river at dawn. Send me away with the words of a love song.

I thought it was gone, that I would never gonna feel that way again. I was wrong.
I'm confused and it hurts. I don't know if it's jelousy, the feeling of emptiness, frustration, angry...
I don't know what the hell it is, I don't know how to deal with it, not even a little idea.
What do I want? Be closer. Why do I feel so far away? Maybe because it is what it is. Is there any way to fix it? Yeah, maybe. Are those things that bother you gonna stop you from getting what you want? Honestly, don't think so. If I've learned something about this situations is that if I let my feelings guide myself I'm gonna end up my way stuck in the wall. If I let my instincts control myself i won't get anywhere. If I don't take the time to think I'll just cut and run.
Yes, it does hurt. Yes, it won't be different until I make it different, until I fight for it, until I give all i have for it.
Is it worth it? I don't know.
Am I gonna try it anyway? Yes of course. I've lost thousands of times, enough times to know that for the first time of my life it won't be like that again. Not this time.
But what makes this time different? I'm aware. Aware of the world, aware of everything that surrounds me. I don't care if it makes me hesitate about everything. I don't care if it makes me go crazy, if it makes me reconsider half of the things I think I know, I don't care.
I really don't.
I'm brave
I'm strong
I believe
And I'm going to be fearless

Time stand still.Time has brought your heart to me. One step closer. One step closer.

I have died every day waiting for you. I'll love you for a thousand more.

I don't want to feel lost, I don't want to be afraid, I don't want to be alone. If it completes me then I'll go for it. If it makes me happy I will give my everything for it.
And everything that comes with it?

It will be fine.